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May he rest in peace.
EDIT by WHiZZi:
Elvis found this post on Enotalone.com which looks like the last post from MewSkitty:
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He was born premature and due to lack of oxygen, he was also the color blue. The doctors said there was a 90% chance he would be born dead or mentally handycapped. After 3 months in the hospital, he was taken home for the first time. The day he came home, his brother hit him over the head with a toy truck. That was a start of many years of physical abuse from his brother.
His parents at the time, Cindy and Fred, where not married. Infact Cindy was a stripper at a club and Fred was one of the DJs. They seperated when Chris was 3 years old. A few months later, Cindy married some named Dan, who would mentaly abuse the kids and physicaly abuse their mother. When Chris started school he knew he was different. He always knew everything the teacher was starting to teach, and the other kids never talked to him or played with him. In 1st grade they wanted to bump him up to 2nd grade, but before the paperwork could be finished, him and his parents moved. It seemed thay was always moving. He was never in the same school for more than a year. Finaly, in 4th grade he was told he needed to take speech tharipy because he wasn't speaking right. He would switch the "f" and "th" noises, sound the "s" noise like "th" and so forth. Also in 4th grade, he became interested in astrophysics. Chris was always great at science. It was the only thing he was good at. All through school no one ever talked to him, but sometimes someone would say "hi" to him and he always responded back with another "hi". He never hit anyone, nor called them names. He loved animals, but his parents would never let him have a pet. His brother had pets, but not him.
Finaly in 2002 Cindy divorced Dan and it was just her and her 2 sons and the daughter she had with Dan. She did her best to provide food for the family, after she spent the money she needed on beer and cigarettes. Chris's bother went to prison a few times so he was glad he was away from him. Chris always had a bad memory, and he was always in trouble for forgetting things.
Then, in 2004 when he was 14 years old, he met a girl online named Monica. She was different from everyone else. She said she enjoyed talking to him and stuff. After a few weeks she said she liked him. At that time he didn't like her back, but said he did anyways. Over the next few weeks he began to like her too. When he came back to his mom's after visiting his dad's, he would talk to her on the phone. She had a very wonderful voice. He thought they was doing great together, but then on August 31st 2005 she broke up with him. Saying she liked him as more of a friend then a boyfriend. He was crushed and tried killing himself, but failed, like with everything else in his life.
Then he remembered a girl named Jesse he met 4 months earlier online who liked him, and he liked her back. After he got out of the hospital he sent her a letter asking if she'd be his girlfriend and she said yes. Then, 3 months latter he thought he'd play a little joke and perpose to Jesse, just to see what would happen. To his great suprize, she said yes. On December 21st 2005 he became engaged to Jesse.
Then, a few days later she wasn't online anymore. He sent letters, but never got a reply. Then, on what he planned to be his last letter, he got an email reply from Jesse saying her mother had added him to her block list and had also kept the other letters from her. He had her back and his life was complete again. Then she told about what happened while they was apart. This guy called Dave would meet her in her school halls and forcefully kiss her and touch her in bad places. She hated it and wished I was there. Chris hated this Dave so much, he felt like killing him.
Then in June of 2007 Chris moved to Kansas the the stress of moving to a city after spending his whole life in the country was too much for him. He would fight with anyone over the smallist things, and he faught with Jesse the most. Then after a few months of this, Jesse told Chris that he has been acting very differently the past few months, and because of it she didn't think she loved him anymore. Chris was devistated. He was to worried about how bad he had it he didn't relize he was hurting the only thing he had worth keeping so badly. The shock of what he was doing was enough to fix him though. He was able to control his stress better then ever. Infact, he treated Jesse better than he ever did. He did things for her without her asking. He spent $40 on a movie for her and didn't care he spent so much at all. He wanted to make up for what he did. But it turns out it wasn't enough.
On September 17th, as he was talking to Jesse she said she'd be back soon. After over an hour when she came back she said Dave came to the door and they talked. She walked him back to his car and kissed him, and to her it felt right, like it was ment to be. When she told Chris this it felt like an infinite number of solding hot needles had stabbed his heart. He asked her who she wanted to be with. She said she wanted Dave. After over 2 years of being with Chris she dumbed him for the guy who tried to rape her.
Chris was heart broken. He didn't want to let her go. But he didn't fight. He loved her, and only wanted her to be happy. He knew this devil made her happier than he did, so he let her go. He let go of the only thing that ever mattered to him, the only thing he had worth fighting for. But he is not sad. He is happy, because soon the pain will be gone. He will finaly be what he has always been to everyone: nothing.
