The Big Absence Topic: Once More, With Feeling

[TMBJon]

Heds - so glad you are going to get the counseling help you need. Best of luck, and we look forward to your full return once you feel ready!

[LaikaComeHome]

Good luck Heds! We'll miss you! And don't worry about being immature, you're like an old soul! You're very well spoken and aware of this stuff, considering you had to teach yourself as the school system pretty much screwed you over. *hugs you*

Get better soon!

[Sappho]

I'm so glad to hear you've taken the step to get professional help. It's not going to be easy, and it will often be scary, but it will help you in the end. I know how hard it is for you and how scared you've been. You're pretty badass to do it anyway.

[Mystik Tomato]

There's probably some bit of irony in saying that you'll come back as a more mature person when that very post was proof that you are already.

Being able to recognise negative qualities within yourself and then acting on them is an important life skill that too many people don't ever learn. I'm proud of you, Heds. You got a better head on your shoulders than I did at your age and probably still at my age now in some respects.

[Webkinz38824]

Tbh I'm on the fence about leaving

I've been faking my personality a lot so here I'm gonna be myself

When I first joined Al was the only music I listened to I wish I was making this up

Then a few months later I was like 'webkinz wtf are you doing' so I eventually listened to other music

I also joined the YouTube fandom the cartoon fandom the Undertale fandom and the Yandere simulator fandom

Now I listen to space is cool, all the way, titenic, love is like drugs (because I love JonTron a LOT), and pretty much all ninja sex Party songs (because Danny)

But because of stuff happening in my life I started attention seeking and being mean here

Literally only here

I put on a fake personality and started not being myself

Partly because of some crap that happened in my life

So I'm very very very sorry, I hope you can forgive me ❤

Basically the point is I don't listen to al that much anymore so I kinda want to leave but I kinda don't at the same time

I'm also the most immature person here and I want to be friends with you guys again but I ruined it oops

But me wanting to leave but also wanting to stay is the main point I'm trying to get at here

[YankoSwag 8888]

I forgive you.

[Webkinz38824]

whO ARE YOU TALKING TO ME OR HEDS (i'm assuming heds because she's so much cooler than i will ever be tbh everyone is haha unwarrented self loathing)

well bye

or not

IDK I'M STILL ON THE FENCE ABOUT THIS

[YankoSwag 8888]

I'am talking to you Webkinz

[Webkinz38824]

wait what this is quite a surprise

uh

ok?

I guess?

That's pretty cool of you, even though I did everything wrong and honestly- OH GOSH DARN IT I'M ATTENTION SEEKING AGAIN

I should leave

BUT AT THE SAME TIME I SHOULD STAY **DO YOU SEE MY PROBLEM HERE**

[YankoSwag 8888]

Do what you want but I would rather you stay.