World of Weird Al Yankovic

Yeah, but I'm a MUCH bigger fan of YouTube stuff rn (bc i'm a 14 year old. all 14 year olds are like this tbh (except the people at my school lmao))

not to mention how unbelievely cringy and immature i am

like

holy crapppppp

Honestly, I want to leave, but I don't, but I do, but I don't, but I do, but I don't BUT I DO BUT I DONT' AO SUUYAIW6K,UYW,K7ALO

What do you mean by YouTube Stuff?

I listen to Ninja Sex Party more than Al.

NSP has Danny Sexbang and Ninja Brian, also on the YouTube channel Game Grumps.

I watch JonTron (A LOT I LOVE JON OK), Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, PewDiePie, RobertIDK, and other people.

I'm not that interested in Al anymore. I mean, I listen to his stuff sometimes, but I'm not the overobsessed fangirl as I was when I joined

Because now, YouTube is pretty much my l i f e

Well, and cartoons. Because cartoons have also taken over my life.

But mostly YouTube.

But you don't have to permanently leave for all time. Just go other places if they interest you more, and when you feel like it come visit here again. Theres no rule that says you either have to post here every day or say goodbye forever.

Hey guys. I'd like to thank you all for your brilliant support and outcome to my recent message. Life is really hard right now and I've had to set a lot of things straight. People just don't seem to realise and understand who I am. For the past (almost) two years I have been here, I've seemed like an alien with obscure interests and with mental health issues I never thought I had until you guys reached out to me and told me what I was experiencing was serious. I actually hid my crush on Al until I made that Discord because I felt hurt and sore about it and felt you guys would judge me. But everybody was kind in the end until I realised it had all been to do with sex.

I've grown up thinking things differently until now. Al sent me out of my comfort zone and since then I've found a guy, to be particular a teacher, who's given me the same emotions. I've felt people haven't understood me because of my complex thoughts on the feelings because I feel it isn't right and I still am very confused. I still feel very bad about things and I need time. The paperwork for the medical services has been completed and is being sent forward. I feel very scared and unsettled about everything and I need some time to be able to process, so I'll just be posting here less because I want to sprout into a new person. A new personality with new stories to tell.

I hope you all understand. I love you all dearly. WOWAY is like my family and that was never an announcement I wanted to make. But I'm happy you guys all understand me. You are all still free to PM/DM me via here or Twitter. My messages are always open if you wanna chat, because it usually lifts me up from the burden I feel - to take my mind off it. It would be helpful if you guys couldn't ignore this advice and check up on me when you guys have the time, but especially Twitter if you want a full blown chat. I'm online a lot and very responsive. I love talking to people so if you wanna contact me, please do and I will be happy to talk any time, especially as it gets rid of the thoughts I have about being useless, horrible, etc and puts my mind in a happier place. Even if it seems like a small favour, it means so much - especially if I can vent and talk about the horrible feelings and thoughts I can and have experienced. Please try and do it regularly, if not occasionally, because chatting really does help me.

I hope you guys are okay, and that all goes well. Thanks for your support over the past day - it means so much to me during this difficult time.

//heds

Actually I kinda do want to talk to you but you sort of blocked me gosh darn dang rip in rest

And Sappho, I know, but I'm afraid you will hate me

Tonight I feel like a wreck, a failure, a burden. But I realise you guys are here for me every night of the lonely road. It feels like I'm walking forever, but I realise you guys have also done that walk and you understand me. WOWAY is a place where people understand how it feels to be an awkward freak like me. And it's wonderful.

Thank you all for making me realise the world is a great place during this horrible time. Feel free to PM me with your experiences, and I'll listen. Because I care and because I appreciate your bravery in helping me to understand I'm not alone. I promise to come back full time soon.

Love you all.

//heds

Edit: I have must felt horrible tonight no matter what, except for that small boost. Man, tonight's just been terrible. I feel lonely and like an idiot. I just want a hug.

Sappho wrote:But you don't have to permanently leave for all time. Just go other places if they interest you more, and when you feel like it come visit here again. Theres no rule that says you either have to post here every day or say goodbye forever.

Yeah that's what I did for a while. I left the Weird Al fanbase for a brief time when I was around your age, Webkinz, and abandoned it for the yt realm. Youtube fanbases were pretty decent then but then they went to smurf and so I came back after a while. Granted I'm not really the same fan I was back when I was like 12 or 13 but I come back every now and then because I've found other things that I like alongside with being a fan here. It's a part of growing up and figuring out who you are, which is cool and scary sometimes

Hey guys. Really missing you all. But it's for the better as I think I'm being extremely annoying to everyone, specifically Jon. I've felt really horrible the past few nights and following a really bad sexual incident last night (it's okay, nobody found out about anything. I won't explain because for all I know it's socially inappropriate and I want to seem normal to everyone) I've been feeling very low and confused. All I can tell you guys is - this temporary short break will be lasting long. I will still check up as much as used to but posting much less. Most of my posts during this time will be updates in here. I'm sure it'll be after my ski trip or maybe even Christmas before I begin posting full time.

I still feel scared people have this negative point of view of me on here. Like... I feel people are trying to turn against me. I just want people to understand I'm not social in the real world and I don't understand much. I don't have much trust in people and trust me, I just can't deal with what I am. I really wonder if I, a waste of space, should be annoying you all. You're just Weird Al fans with times and places. I sit down and wonder why I live miles and miles away from you all. It feels terrible. To be in Scotland, a land with nothing like you guys think it is, is horrible. Constant rain, dark nights, clouds everywhere... It makes me feel sad. I always think of the sunny places I've been to like Tenerife and it makes me even duller. I find boredom in where I am most of the time - at home, on the internet with nothing to do. I want to be a normal person but I find no motivation. I eat unhealthily a lot and I've noticed my weight's going up. Life is very, very personal right now and I'm still overwhelmed. Nothing will make me change, I guess.

Welcome to my world, guys.

I still hope you're all feeling happier and that maybe you guys don't see me as the dumb, pathetic idiot I may be to you all.

Love yous,

//heds

You're not an idiot lmao none of us hate you